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2010.06.25 21:20:38
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njaza
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Monday: I woke up at five. I was suprised, because i didn't have erection. Well, it came in next 10 seconds. I was pretty hard. But I soon fell asleep again. Than I wake up at 7, but it was because of noise. I wasn't very tired so I stood up. (I am very sensitive on noise when trying get a sleep. I wouldn't be able to drop off.) Now I "feel" my testicles permanently. The only exception is when I concentrate on something.
Tuesday: Another nearly wet dream. I think I got closest to orgasm this morning. In the dream I was alone. I was sounding my urethra and I got deep enough to stimulate my prostate. It was amazing. I had to stop because I was close to cum. When I took out the sound, a few drops of cum came out. I felt dissapointed, because I had failed in chastity. But I still haven't had an orgasm and I couldn't decide if I should go for it. I was staying on the edge of orgasm fighting with myself when... I woke up. In fact I wasn't of the edge of orgasm but the feelings in the dream was so strong, that if I didn't wake up, I would cum in next few seconds. I have experience with prostate stimulation and I also have tried sounding a few times. (I stopped doing it because I found, that the metal stick I had used has quite sharp edges and I didn't want to injure myself. I need to get some real sounds.) However, I've never got deep enough to reach prostate. I'd like to try it, it must be great.
Wednesday: I feel OK. The interesting thing is that I feel a bit upset because I don't feel horny.
Thurday: The day was OK. I slept well and I even didn't feel much tensioned. I tried to use chili on my nipples. First I didn't feel anything, then I started to feel heat, but absolutely no pain. I need to try something stronger. (Later I rubbed my eyes. Fortunaly I didn't get chili in my eyes, only on the eyelids. If i did, it would be very painful.)
Friday: I woke up at half past two. I was horny to extrem and I couldn't fall asleep again. 4 o'clock: I woke up from an erotic dream. Wild erotic dream. Normally I'm a romantic person, but in this dream I was a "beast". The last thing I can remember is me pushing my dick in someone's ass and exploding. Then I fell in dark. I awoke and I found that I had a wet dream. There was a lot of cum on my bed. I've never cum so much before.
My new record is 11 day without orgasm or being milked. But I still haven't reach the goal (two weeks). I'll have a short "chastity break" and then try it again.
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