January 11, 2010

i’ve read numerous posts on the subject of fact and fantasy, and the sharing of individual experience(s), etc…, and i agree with most regarding keeping many of the more intimate situations to O/one’s own private log, instead of sharing (thereby ‘sparing’ us) all sorts of sordid and most unnecessary details.  Though and perhaps i too am a tad hypocritical with my own writing to this blog by offering ‘TMI’ regarding my own submission to Ms A and Her requirements of my station as Her submissive. 

On the other hand, (or both which are free to do what they may, as i am locked in my CB3k) there are some things that may offer insight to a ‘real-life’ D/s relationship regarding the mind set, training, and character changes that at the very least i have gone through and experienced since making my commitment to Ms A and being in chastity.  

Of course 'blowing my own horn' has neither been of interest or physically possible, my body just doesn't bend that way, nor do my personal fetishes or desires.   Still though, in sharing an intimate relationship with someone, regardless of flavor or favor, we are all free to say whatever... perhaps discretion should be implemented more than implanted.

Perhaps i am just being a bit too editorial, so be it.   Regardless, i am merely offering for those fantasy seekers of reading eroticism, my personal suggestion of the stories and so-called real life experiences that Literotica.com has and thereby one can fulfill their jollies or ‘whatever’ they wish to fill or be filled with… there.  

i’m not saying that offering some insight to one’s personal growth (or lack thereof because obvious restrictions will not permit) should not be helpful to others… (BTW, how the bells working out “x-dom”?).  But for me and my journey of submission and certainly having this strange contraption locked in place, i find it is an on-going learning experience.  Certainly reading and communicating with others provides an excellent source of education with both the ‘lifestyle’ and perhaps some different techniques to incorporate.  And naturally it would be fantastic to have input that is not solely designed to be tickling one’s prostate.

So with my own situation, has my being ‘locked’ improved my sincerity and devotion, embracing my mistress (Ms A) with greater eagerness and a more intimate affection?  In some ways, yes and yet in other ways, sometimes this ol’ dog just can’t be taught new tricks which is oftentimes met with a period of attitude adjustment. 

So whether your personal fetish and fantasy may be frilly or phallic, enjoy the journey.  Hopefully and respectfully i have not rubbed anyone the wrong way to cause any more irritation than is the norm of being in chastity.