My Perfect Date with My Mistress

My Perfect Date With My Mistress

My perfect date started in the morning upon awaking with my mistress.  I have a daily pledge that I recite to her and today was of course no different.  After my pledge,  Mistress informed me that we would be staying in this evening.  Among other things we would be watching adult movies and I would be doing some domestic work.  I would be dressing up in my full female attire for the evening.  We lead a very active life and in the past few weeks we have had social outings with friends (who do not know about our BDSM lifestyle) out of town trips and other obligations.  Tonight was for us alone! 

Knowing that I would be having a fun evening of serving my queen while dressed up made my whole day charged with energy!  I couldn’t wait.  We got dressed and went to the gym than ran.  We than went shopping.  After that it was back home for a nap.  The whole day I felt extra submissive and eager to serve in any way I could in public without being obvious.  (Opening doors, carrying her bags ect.)

We have a baseline of activities that I am expected to do daily as part of my devotion to my mistress.  This includes:  saying my daily pledge, wearing panties that mistress picks out, shaving my legs and underarms, being chaste, nightly tea service, opening all doors in public, carrying her bags,  running errands and doing chores as assigned.  Tonight, I knew we were going to take it up a few notches.  It has taken us a while to realize our baseline and that we don’t have to always be living out every aspect of this lifestyle every day.  In fact, we have found that it keeps things fresh by not doing everything all the time.   I think it is important to learn this if you want to live this lifestyle.  Everyone is different but I bet most people are more like us as a couple in regards to this.  It is easy while browsing material on femdom, sissy maids, BDSM ect, to start believing you have to live out every aspect of this lifestyle 24/7.   Like I said, we have a baseline that works for us and we can go up or down from there.  My mistress usually dictates this level and I take her lead.

For tonight’s date I start getting ready early in the evening.  I start with a shower.  I take a nice long hot shower.  Following the workout, running and shopping it felt great.  I was sure to shave all hair stubble from basically my whole body (Especially my legs).  It was so erotic to be a real sissy maid who was getting ready for a date with her mistress.  It is an amazing feeling to have found a girlfriend/mistress who embraces this lifestyle and allows me to express a side of myself that I never though I could share with anyone.  After my shower, I dry off than ask my mistress what color and type of underwear I would be wearing for the evening.  She picks out white, silky panties and a matching white bra.  I am given instructions to wear my domestic maid dress first, than later in the evening she would have me change into more formal maid uniform.  I return to my bathroom to continue getting ready.  Applying my makeup is still not easy but I try to remember what mistress has taught me.  Next I don my brunette wig.  I look as pretty and feminine as I can.  I slip into my blue plain maid uniform and put on my flats.  Now it was time to report to my mistress for further instructions.

Mistress inspects me and examines my makeup.  She compliments me and says I look pretty. She is so loving and sweet.  I appreciate her lack of honesty in this instance.  Next she gives me my first assignments for the evening.  The first assignments will be domestic in nature.  She instructs me to make her some chocolate chip cookies from scratch and then clean the kitchen.  I also have to fold and put away the laundry.  I feel like a 50’s housewife cooking and cleaning while in my makeup and dress.  Mistress is in the living room painting her toenails and watching TV. 

The cookies turned out delicious!  I was so proud.  Mistress was very pleased.  I was instructed to change into my formal maids uniform while she took a shower and changed into her lingerie for the evening. 

My formal maids uniform is black with a white apron.  It is made of silk and comes complete with a petticoat.  I am taken even further into submission as I pull my black stocking up my smooth legs. My 6 inch shiny heels completes the outfit. I return to the living room to await my mistress. 

She looks stunning as she comes in the room and walks toward me.  She is wearing white thigh high stockings, an ultra mini skirt, high heels, and a silky blouse.   She instructs me to select and start one of our adult movies.  Her perfume is intoxicating and sexy.  I want her so bad.

I should mention here is has been about 6 weeks since I was allowed an orgasm. I have turned this aspect of my life over to mistress and it is part of our baseline level.  I am never allowed to have an orgasm without her permission.  I have been told that she plans on allowing me 3 or 4 a year.  It has also been 3 weeks since I was milked.  I am on a merit system in regards to my milking.  I have to get 20 points to earn a milking.  It usually takes about 3 weeks to get this many points.   My point is that I am really very frustrated and craving to have some sexual outlet for my pent up energy.

            I hit play on the remote any the movie starts.  The images and sound of sexual activity makes me crave to serve my mistress sexually even more.  She runs her fingers up my stocking legs.  I am so hard that I feel twice my normal size.  I kiss my way up her leg and to her inner thigh.  Her moans tell me she has needed this level of service for some time as much as I have.  I move further up and begin to lick and lightly suck her sweet pussy.  I love to alternate between sucking and licking.  I insert a finger to add to the excitement and soon I feel her cumming while my finger is inside her.  I instantly feel the increased wetness and the muscle contractions.  I am still in my full formal maid uniform and I am trying to imprint this scene in my brain permanently because it is so wonderful.  “I want to go to the bedroom and use my cock now.  Is That OK with you sissy Maid Stephanie?” she purrs. 

            In the bedroom she instructs me to remove my petticoat and lie back on the bed.  She pulls down my panty hose and panties to my knees.  She  leaves my dress and high heels on.  She reaches for her vibrator and then mounts me.

 “Can you last very long Stephanie?” she asks.

 “I will try to last as long as I can mistress.”, I reply. 

            She straddles me and slowly slides her cock into her moist, wet pussy.  It felt so fantastic.  I know I am not going to have an orgasm for a very long time, but it still feels so good to be inside her tight hole.  I also love that even though I am not allowed to cum, I can help her have several orgasms of various types and intensities.  This aspect of  chastity has been the most difficult for me.  It is so hard to have sex and make your partner cum over and over and in the end you don’t get to have the ultimate physical pleasure that your partner just had.  Frustrating and yet it feels great to sacrifice your pleasure so your lover has more pleasure.  I guess I am trading some physical pleasure for more emotional pleasure. 

            She literally had 4 orgasms while riding me and using her vibrator.  I was able to last and not have an accident.  When she grinds on my cock I can last basically indefinitely.  It is when she slides up and down on me that I have to tell her to stop so I don’t have an accident.

            Now is the time when she is so spent and satisfied that she is exhausted.  All the good feeling chemicals have been released and are racing through her body and she is basking in the afterglow.  This is when she decides how much more physical pleasure she will allow me to have.  After tonight’s activities, I now have 18 merits on our scoreboard.  I am required to have 20 before I can be milked.

“Would you like it if I used a dildo on your ass for a while Stephanie?  I won’t touch your, I mean my, cock but at least you can have a little more pleasure before we are through.”

 “ Please fuck me just a little while mistress!”  I was so excited at the prospect of having some added physical pleasure tonight that I added, “and please use the pink vibrating one”

“My, My you are demanding tonight sissy.  Beg me to fuck you Stephanie.  Beg me to be fucked like the sissy slut you are.  Look at you all dressed up like a pretty French maid.  Beg me to make you my sissy slut”

I sincerely begged as she asked and meant every word of it.  I craved any extra sensation she was willing to allow me to have. 

“OK Stephanie, get on all fours and raise your ass in the air.  That is a good girl.  Are you ready for your treat Stephanie?  You know the pink one is bigger than the one I use to milk you?  I am proud of you. You are learning to take it like a real slut Stephanie.  You will like the vibrations.  I will use it on you for 5 minutes and than that is it.  There will be no touching of my property during this process.  Do you understand Stephanie?”

“I understand mistress.  Thank you for letting me have a little more pleasure tonight.”

“You are welcome Stephanie.”

With that, she sets a timer for 5 minutes and begins to apply the lubricant.  She slowly inserts the 7 inch pink phallic object.  She moves it in and out slowly.  It feels big but I am comfortable and it feels good to have more sexual stimulation.  She now turns on the vibrator.  Now,  I really feel pleasurable sensations in my anus and extending all the way into my penis.  I instinctively begin to rock back and forth against the device to stimulate different areas while mistress holds the dildo and moves it around herself.  I am genuinely enjoying the sensations and event as they unfold.

5 minutes goes by way too fast.  The times goes off and I know that the session is over.  She never touched my organ and I of course was not allowed.  I wanted so bad to start touching myself.  The sensation throughout the 5 minutes is like the first stages of a building orgasm but you never get to the higher stages where the orgasm actually occurs.  It is incredibly frustrating.  I thank her for allowing me the extra pleasure.  She says that I can be out of my chastity belt tonight as a bonus but I will be relocked in the morning.   We lay together and snuggle for a bit.  We both recant the evening and agree that we both needed that.   She is the best mistress, girlfriend and best friend I could ever hope for.

Sissy Maid Stephanie

Pleasing While Locked

Pleasing While Locked

We both have had a very busy work week and went to bed very tired last night. She slept through the entire night while I had several uncomfortable attempted erections. You see, I am still locked in my chastity belt. I have been locked since last Sunday. Usually, mistress unlocks me some during the week so she can use her cock and have several orgasms. I of course am not allowed to enjoy these pleasurable sensations except on rare occasions. She uses numbing condoms. This week, mistress was so busy and stressed at work that every evening this week, she rested while playing video games and then went to bed without any sexual activity. This meant no release for me.

Today I awoke with my mistress snuggled against me. I said my daily pledge to her and held her. When mistress caressed me in that familiar way that meant she wanted to be satisfied sexually, I was very excited. I became instantly uncomfortable as my cock strained against it’s prison. I thought mistress might unlock me, but not this morning. I had to please her while being locked up! I used my hand and helped finger her to a nice orgasm to start her day. I also massaged her back and neck.

My next job was to make her breakfast. She requested pancakes. I cooked and served them to her and then cleaned up. She told me she was not unlocking me today and that her and her girlfriends were going shopping. I was to stay locked up and frustrated all day. It was a very nice lesson in how to please my mistress while locked in my belt. It was uncomfortable but not unbearable.

It is hard to believe that we live this lifestyle. I used to masturbate daily and now I am lucky if I get to have a full orgasm once a month. Today, my mistress had a great orgasm and I was not even unlocked! I love to feel submissive and serve her. It really does help my attitude to be denied. It has been six days since my last orgasm and I already feel very submissive again toward her. After I have a orgasm, it takes about three or four days to start feeling really like her sissy maid again. She has allowed me to serve her and be her sissy and I am so happy.

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Panty Shopping

Panty Shopping

I had the delight of accompanying my mistress on a shopping trip recently. She shopped and allowed me to carry her things and give my advice on what looked good on her. She was gracious enough to allow me to buy some new panties on this trip. She led me to the ladies underwear section. My heart started beating faster with anticipation. I knew she would pick out pretty ones that would not show panty lines. (She had mentioned that she preferred seamless panty lines on me) I was led to the Bali display. As we browsed, she asked my opinion on style and color. She of course had the finial decision. She made sure I was an active participant by feeling the material and taking several off the rack to get a good look at what I was about to buy. She picked my out 7 pairs of Bali high cut panties in style number 2283 in various colors. These are made from a very sexy material that is elastic, but also feel very silky. I have several pairs of these already in more of a boy short style. They hold my chastity belt secure because they have some support yet still give me the smooth silky feeling that I love. Mistress is also right in that they eliminate panty lines. I am next required to pay for them by myself. I feel embarrassed but I dare not ask mistress to buy them for me. As I stand in line mistress steps away from me and wanders off to a nearby display. Now I am alone buying my panties. The check out lady is nice. I wander if she noticed that the panties were in a size 7 and obviously wouldn’t fit the lovely slim and sexy lady who had shopping with me. I will never know. The credit card machine seemed to take FOREVER! After paying we headed for the exit and then to the car. I asked mistress if she derived any kind of sexual excitement from the experience. She said, “ Not really. It is more of a practical thing. You will be wearing panties from now on and you needed a few more pairs so I took you shopping.”

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Sissy's First Real Punishment

Sissy’s First Real Punishment

I have wanted to write to this all day and get out some of the new feelings I have had since the past weekend with my mistress. For the first time, I was really punished by my mistress. I know that with this lifestyle, the line between what is punishment and what is reward it blurred. I guess that in the end it is all reward and pleasurable or us sissy maids would not do it. But, what makes it overall pleasurable, is that along the way there are times when we truly are made to do things designed to make us physically or emotionally uncomfortable by someone who is taking control and dominating us. (And who overall cares for us) I think that this balance is the key to this type of relationship lasting and being equally beneficial for both partners both emotionally and physically. Up till this weekend, mistress Jade had not really punished me in a way that was definitely punishment. Till now, I had been what I would call disciplined. I have to do several rituals every day such as wear a chastity belt, recite a pledge and wear panties. I also rarely get to have orgasms.

This weekend, my mistress and I had a small spat about food preparation in the kitchen. We both made up and admitted we were both a little wrong and that was that. I had been hinting that I would not mind if she was more strict and to explore the realm of true punishment. I was about to be punished. My chosen punishment was to be locked in bondage and a large butt plug was to be inserted while I lay there alone for some set period of time. I was in the bedroom on the bed locked and plugged in no time. I heard the door shut and I was alone. I was left to my thoughts, and the feeling of the large intruder in my rectum with no contact and unable to move. I really didn’t like it. I felt very bad for misbehaving. Mistress came back after what seemed like an hour later. (It was really only 15 minutes)

I begged her forgiveness and begged for her to use her cock and let me lick her pussy to make up for my misgivings. I felt so submissive that I could hardly stand it. It would have been real added punishment if at that time she had not allowed my to please her sexually but she did. I craved to give her pleasure to somehow make up for being bad. I honestly cared about my pleasure less at that moment than I ever have. I was allowed to lick mistress’s wet pussy in various ways for a good long time. After mistress was nice and ready, I donned two condoms (One a numbing condom) and began to fuck my mistress with as much intensity as I could. She came several times during this session. Afterwards, I was directed to relock her property till next week.

This has opened up new avenues for both of us and I think my mistress senses this as well. I am excited to know that I can really be punished and trained to be her perfect sissy maid. Without the punishment part of this, I am not sure I could serve her as thoroughly and completely as I would like. I think it will also give both of us new ways to express our dominance and submissiveness. Mistress has already planned a session for next weekend to explore what activities will be classified as overall punishment, discipline, or pleasure within our relationship. I again am writing that I adore my mistress and just when I think things can’t possibly get any better, we discover a new avenue to explore and learn about. My mistress is amazing. If anyone reading this has just half the relationship me and mistress have, you will be smiling till your cheeks hurt everyday!

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Deeper Submision

My mistress and I had another wonderful weekend session. We started by relaxing and watching a new porn that had a nylon fetish theme. I stroked and caressed her while she watched the movie and occasionally dank from her wine glass. I was still locked up of course. These days I am locked up more and more. My mistress is becoming more comfortable with our lifestyle and with my place as her servant. I kissed her more and massaged her tone, fit body.

After some time we moved into the bedroom. I was unlocked and went into the bathroom to clean up. I had been locked up for six days without being released. While I attended to the hygiene of my mistress’s property, she was changing into her outfit for the evening’s activities. I came out of the bathroom to see mistress in her lingerie waiting for me. She was wearing a black push up bra with a matching black garter belt. Her sleek legs ended in her beautiful small feet incased in black high heel shoes. She looked so sexy and powerful. My cock instantly sprang to attention now that it was unlocked. That is a feeling I only get to enjoy a few times a week now. It is hard to believe that once I could get a erection at any time I wanted.

I now begin to finger and touch Mistress’s private parts. She is so wet and excited. She moans softly at first than faster and louder. I circle my fingers around the outer labia. She likes this and writhes with anticipation of more stimulation that she knows is coming. I insert my finger and begin to slowly take it in and out. She becomes wetter and now wants to use her property in her tight pussy.

I am ordered to don my condoms. The first condom is a numbing condom. The second fits over the first and is a standard condom. I now have to wear two condoms because it has been so long since I had a full and normal orgasm that I can only last 30 to 40 seconds with full and normal thrusting. (She timed me last week!) I can now fully thrust, grind, and move however best pleases her. She takes full advantage of this and rides me to several orgasms.

Once she cums, she feels so calm and generous that she normally allows me some extra pleasure. Lately this has been milking or using her dildo on my tight ass. I have to beg for this. I honestly like it when mistress takes me anally. Since I am not allowed to cum, this at least some tactile stimulation in my genitalia area. Tonight, she allows me to have anal stimulation with a new curved toy that is designed to reach the prostate easier. I am allowed 11 minutes of stimulation then she will end our session. She sets her timer and begins by slowly inserting the lubricated object into my rectum. It feels very clinical and she is playing with me. She varies the angle, speed, and rhythm while monitoring my moans and reactions. She doesn’t touch my penis at all tonight. At 9 minutes, the timer goes off. It will beep for 1 minute and then she will lock me back up. I know this is my last chance for sexual pleasure for at least a week. I begin to thrust back against her toy more and wiggle as best as I can to stimulate as many areas as I can during this last minute. She has left my panties on throughout the session. They are pulled down around my thighs as she plays with me. As I move and desperately squirm, the head of my penis brushes my silk panties. As I thrust back against the curved invader, my cock brushes the silk material. The beeping timer means I have only a few more seconds to milk myself. If I don’t, who knows when I will get another chance? Mistress calls out, “Ten seconds left Stephanie.” Just then I feel my sphincter and internal muscles contract and I release my semen in one or two contractions into my panties that catch the fluid. ( I am on all fours in a doggie style position.) I have been milked with no human touching of my manhood at all.

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Weekend Adventures

Friday, I had to work late so when my mistress arrived , she made herself at home till I got home. Usually, I am unlocked for the weekend shortly after I arrive. Tonight, I noticed that she was not mentioning this. We got ready for bed and I though surely she would unlock me then so she could use her property. She informed me that tonight, she was going to begin teaching me how to pleasure her while still locked up. This is a honor but I realize that this will result in me being locked up even more. I was to please her with no unlocking. I caressed, stroked and kissed her softly in all the hot spots I have come to learn about her body. I was straining within my confinement. My cock swelled as much as the CB 6000 would allow. It was uncomfortable but not unbearable. After, the cock swells so much, there is no more room for further expansion. At that point, it is as uncomfortable as it will get. I tried to think of other things but my mistress is so beautiful that this was impossible. I tried to focus on pleasuring her orally. I like to alternate between light sucking and using my tongue to lick her inner labia and clitoris. She used her vibrator while I continued and she quickly had an orgasm or two. I was instructed to clean up. I was never unlocked and had to sleep in my belt beside mistress. During the week we are apart so I sleep alone. It was not easy sleeping in my belt beside a beautiful women who you just went down on and was never even allowed to feel any sensation in my penis.

Saturday, we attended a tailgate party . It lasted from about noon till 8:00 in the evening. I was locked up all day at this event. It was exciting being locked up with my secret mistress beside me the whole day. Of course, I also had secrets. I was locked in a chastity belt and wearing panties. I love the whole experience of doing something taboo in front of everyone and them not suspecting a thing.

Later that evening, I was unlocked and mistress used her cock. I had to wear a numbing condom and a second condom over that, to ensure mistress could use me as long as she wanted without worrying about me having an accident. Afterwards, I begged her to use the black dildo on me. I craved any sensation to that area after being ridden with no feeling in my cock. Mistress was kind enough to indulge me. She allowed me 10 minutes of her sliding the device in and out of my tight ass. It felt so good to feel sensation sexually in that area. It was so difficult when the 10 minutes were up. I have 5 more weeks before she will even consider letting me have an orgasm. I have the best mistress ever!

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My Accident! My Punishment!

What a weekend I had with mistress Jade! I was allowed to unlock prior to her arrival. She used her cock for several orgasms. Afterwards, I begged for her to fuck my ass with one of her toys. She decided to milk me slowly. After her skillful hand and my telling her when to stop stimulating her cock I was drained with minimal contractions of my penis, which of course meant minimal pleasure for me. After I am milked, I crave being inside her tight pussy so much. I don’t know why I have this urge, but it usually works out great for me and mistress. I can’t cum because I have been milked and I grind pretty enthusiasticly because I crave the feeling of my mistress’s pussy after anal stimulation. Tonight, as I fucked my mistress one last time for the evening, I felt as if I might have an orgasm! I didn’t think I could after milking so I kept going. I have felt this felling before. I feel as if I am getting close, but never reach the point where, I actually ejaculate. This time I reached that point. I accidentally went over the edge to the point of no return and I came. I mean a full-blown, pull out and cum all over my mistress’s stomach, type orgasm. I of course did not have mistress’s permission to cum and she was not pleased. I have been sentenced to 6 weeks of no orgasm or milking. I also forgot to say my pledge Monday of last week. For this infraction, I will have to wear a night gown to bed one night next weekend and be tied to the bed for the night. She likes to make me anticipate and think about my punishment. My mistress is being strict on me and I appreciate it very much. I am sure my libido levels will be very high over the next six weeks. I am looking forward to having my limits pushed. I know it will be tough. I know I will be so submissive and eager to serve. I have never gone that long between orgasms or milking. My mistress is so nice and sweet. No one would ever suspect she is a Keyholder mistress. Even while, telling me about my punishment, she is nice and matter of fact about how I have disobeyed her wishes and I will have to have more strict discipline and be punished. She is awesome!

Sissy Maid Stephanie

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Trade offs

I completed my shopping assignment tonight for my mistress. She text me specific items to be purchased in Victoria’s Secret for her to wear this weekend. I had to go by myself. I felt a little embarrassed going in by myself to purchase a bra and pantyhose. I felt so under her control even though she will not arrive till tomorrow.

I also had a dream last night that mistress was slowly giving me a hand job. The dream didn’t last long because of my waking up due to discomfort from my chastity belt. I know why I dreamed this. This week I have day dreamed about a sensation that didn’t last 3 seconds this past weekend. When I was unlocked for my mistress to use her cock, she applied a numbing cream prior to putting a numbing condom on just for good measure. When she applied the cream, I felt such rush of pleasure in my cock that I though I might have an orgasm right then. She applied the cream in a hand job type fashion. For just a few seconds it was heaven, then the sensation subsided and the numbness began. The condom ensured that I was going to last as long as mistress wanted me to. I was then able to focus fully on my Mistress’s pleasure and not be distracted by my own physical sensations. It is such an awesome feeling to sacrifice your physical pleasure so your mistress can experience more physical pleasure. I get a lot of pleasure, it is just more mental and less physical. I guess it is trading physical pleasure for mental pleasure, but you get much more mental pleasure than you gave up in physical sensations. This transference and selflessness is what I love about being locked up and being a sissy.

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reflecting about past weekend

Mistress was nice enough to allow me to unlock in order to play golf today. I text her for permission of course. I also have a new assignment that I am working on. I am to buy her a new bra and panty hose from the local mall. Very humiliating and embarrassing. Tonight I will have to sleep in my night gown to make up for being out of my belt for a few hours today.

This weekend was unbelievable. First she unlocked me and instructed me shower and get ready. mistress had me dress up in female cloths. Black skirt, yellow sweater, black hose and shiny black high heels was my outfit. I served her drinks and attended to her needs as she got ready. We took some erotic photos for the first time. This was very sensual and adventurous. Later we moved to the bed and I was allowed to caress and kiss her in all the sensual places that get her really turned on. She then used numbing cream on my penis before putting a numbing condom on me. She rode me till she had several orgasms. I was then allowed to have some pleasure by her using her dildo on me. I have to beg for it now and I happily do just to have some pleasurable sensations in that area of my body. I was later allowed to use the dildo on myself to try to self milk myself while mistress used her vibrator to have one last orgasm. I managed to milk a few drops of semen out and that was it. No orgasm for me! Mistress had six! I than cleaned up and was relocked. What a life! I would think it was fiction if I read this somewhere but this is my life as mistress Jade’s sissy. I felt very relaxed Sunday and Monday. Almost like I had had an orgasm over the weekend. I really feel that my sexual pleasure is more and more tied into mistress Jade’s pleasure. That is what I learned this weekend mistress.

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Weekend activities

I had a great weekend mistress. Today was steady at work but I am thinking about how awesome you are this evening. I feel very satisfied from this weekend even though I didn’t get to have an orgasm or get milked (enough to matter). I think it might be from seeing my mistress cum sooooo much and have such fun. Weird to be so calm today and have low levels. Mistress, can I change the title of this section to “Blog and Comments”? I would like to copy this section and make it my blog on lock n keep.

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Frustrating day

I have been sooo aroused and frustrated today. I am not totally sure why. I think part of it was chat last night. I knew you would masturbate later and that I couldn’t. That is hot. Also not golfing today, I had more time to think about you and what we might do this weekend. I am working on my assignments. I am looking for pics, laundry is done, I have laid out your green corset, black hose with bow at top, and your riding crop. I will enclose a link to some corset websites and I am going to get your alcohol in just a little bit. I can’t wait to chat with you mistress. www.fredericks.com/ www.darkgarden.com

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Mid Week

This is the time of the week when I settle into my role as a locked up sissy.  I think more about the device you have locked on me and my inability to have sexual pleasure without your permission.  I am sleeping well at night.  I had one wake up  at about 4:00 last night.  I am thinking of what I might ask for my birthday.  Just a few years ago it would have been to have a role play sex adventure where I was dominated and teased for an evening.  Now I am honestly living my fantasy everyday!  I might suggest a day of going out in public somewhere out of town or somehow involving a third person in our scene.  This is a fuzzy idea and not set in stone as something I am dieing to do.  The third person involvement could be by chat room, telephone or going to a club that caters to cross dressers and interacting with the general public.   Another birthday idea is for us to go to a S & M club and explore.  What do you think?  Now you have to tell me some ideas.  I mean I humbly request that you tell me some ideas.   I am also excited t model and be taken further into my feminization by wearing the lingerie you bought me.  Thank you mistress!

Locked up

I am now relocked up for the week.   mistress will see me again this Friday and maybe she will unlock me to use her property.  I am of course not allowed an orgasm.

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